Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Oops, I did it again...
Well I did mentioned the word "tentatively".....
Actually, the problem of not blogging everyday is that once that you find time to, you don't know what to say even though so much things have happened. But I try my best....
First thing first....I'm FREE AGAIN! Well, that's a really bad sign for my pockets as once I stopped working, I will indulge myself on spending. It's been a rough couple of months for me. I missed the briefing, my pay got delayed and now my service was terminated due to "insufficient funds". And here comes the worst part, the PlayStation Portable is
OUT! A handheld I set my eyes on ever since its project started. The down part....it's tagged with a $999 price tag. Luckily, some of my friends managed to get their own ones by asking friends to help in Japan or flew there. Damn....I should have asked Takumi to help....
There comes a time when you think back whether have you been living your life worthwhile. Well for me, it's been a plunge. Luckily, I trust those wings of mine. But they can only support me...not take me to any places I wish. Erm.....if you have no idea what I am saying, forget about them. ^^
I found a place to suggest continuing my studies but it comes with a hefty price. $14,900. After much consideration and suggestions from my peers, I decided to forfeit it. That makes me feel hollow once again.
Someone I know is having a bad time like me too. Well....emotionally I mean. Hmmm....my message goes out to him again, "If she really wants it clean cut, no point brooding over her anymore. You have your life, she have her own life too. Let her go."
Finally, a bit of update on the blog itself. I'm going to use another template soon and hopefully I can add in the tagboard this time. Stay tuned. ^^
Labels: Life
Posted by Kairyu at 11:34 PM