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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Two String Violin

It's been a long while I come up with a ballad. The song pops in when I kinda processed what I see and heard for these few months. Basically, it's like that someone crying out but I shall leave it a secret as in who I'm referring to.

Think it's well about time I start to really learn to play the piano. Been trying to find a chance to do it and I even bought a Creative Prodikey to help me. Which I found in the end it might be a bit troublesome.

My favourite piano piece is something that's quite unique. It's called Wind Crest The Three Trails. It's from the game Final Fantasy X2. The reason why I like it is that the tune seems to tell a story and I feel almost the song is alive on its own. It's been a dream that I want to master the piece.

Oh ya, Street Fighter IV is finally out. And the game kinda rocks. Too bad, it's a bit off balance. But I know once that guy is unlocked, I will unleash hell. LOL

Posted by Kairyu at 11:24 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Tired...

Sometimes I feel really tired. I don't know if it's work related or the lifestyle I'm having. I confess I don't workout much but I also don't eat junk food much. So, I also have no idea how I gained weight. But I do have plans to fix that...just that time is once again not on my side...

The holidays are coming. Their exams are coming. And the boys are facing stress from all kinds of problem. School, peers, love and even themselves. Sometimes, life is pretty demanding and we would find ways to meet the demands. Then we will eventually think of giving up when faced with all odds. Please bear in mind that life is full of obstacles, big or small. It's just how you cope with them.

Let's just hope things be better as time goes by. ^^

Posted by Kairyu at 10:55 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Love Or Be Loved

I always wonder if it's better to be loved or love someone. Of course, people yearn to be loved. But then, they are individuals who love a particular person. And not to mention that there are people who love someone and also be loved by someone at the same time. It's just often that they are ignorant of the latter.

People say there's a thing call the power of love. I do agree so as I have seen crazy things people do. Sometimes it also changes the person too. From zero tolerance to 100% patience. From fat to fit. Basically a total change from the old personality. But I have also seen how it can destroy a person too. Over-possessive of the other sex, suspicion, jealousy, cowardice and obsession. In a particular case I know, he has been in a crush with someone for a long time. But due to lack of confidence, he's been holding and hiding his feelings for her. Till now, he finally decides to make a difference.

To be loved is a blessing for most people. But it also can be a cruel punishment for others. Often, people enjoy the sensation of being loved without noticing what impact it might cause to others. Especially those who are loved by more than one individual. Ignorance often cause hurt and pain. There are also people who indulge to seek love but turns blind eyes to others who might love them. In the same case I mentioned, she is also seeking to be loved but she is unaware or ignorant of the fact that she is actually loved by someone.

Love is like 1000 Words eager to be said.

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
So far away
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings
Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
They cradle you
Making all of that years feel like lonely days
And hold you forever

Posted by Kairyu at 10:30 AM