Monday, March 30, 2009
Yummy Pork Chops!!!
Well, Cafe Cartel seems to have a new set of menu and Black Pepper Pork Chops with Fries and Salad is a new addition. Huxley and me ordered it when we met up after work.
It's actually very tender till it is almost like fish meat. Huxley kept saying it was good...well...I rarely see him praising food. It's also nostalgic having dinner with him as I recalled having dinner with zX alone in Cafe Cartel in the past...
I'm not going to say much but can you stop behaving like a child? Can you stop escaping reality, stop hiding and running and face your problems? It seems you never change...you are still the old you...
Posted by Kairyu at 11:14 PM
What's Wrong Up There!?
I guess so you will take a peek here to see what I am going to write about. And I hope you are able to make some sense after reading because I really feel there's something wrong with you.
I gonna repeat what I told you. Ever since our talk, I asked no further questions about where you are and who you are with. And to be actual, we didn't ask each other out for dinner or pool unless you-know-who comes. And when I got transferred to your place, I hope you remember what happened during these 4 days.
On Wednesday, I didn't ask you where you were during morning instead you texted me asking if I was going over to your workplace that day. Then you asked where I was. Finally, you asked me out to buy lunch at 1pm. I passed your shop a couple of times to have small talks with you. After work, we went to eat fried wanton mee with Huxley and played pool. We had ice-cream too. Then we took a cab home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.
Thursday, met on the morning train. I texted you whether to meet for lunch at 1pm and you agreed. Passed by your shop to have small talks. After work, we had McDonalds and chatted for a while. Home Sweet Home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.
Friday, didn't meet on the morning train. I came down to find you for lunch at 1pm and you said I was right on time. Passed by your shop to have small talks. After waiting for you for 30mins due to last minute customers, we went to the market to have carrot cake. Your colleagues were going to drink and you were not invited. Home Sweet Home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.
Saturday, didn't meet on morning train. Came down to find you for lunch and you said you bought. Later you texted me saying you having company dinner so not meeting for dinner. Passed by your shop and Valentino spoke to me. Passed by your shop and you ignored me by talking to your colleagues. Asked you if there weren't any customers and you just shrugged your shoulders. After being delayed for a while due to incorrect settlement in my shop after work, I bumped into you on the 3rd floor. You said you told me that you were having company dinner and I said I was on my way down. I left alone. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope. Traces of you behaving abnormally? Yes.
As for today, you know what the hell happened. It's pretty unreasonable for me to get such an attitude as I did nothing wrong. If you are facing pressure from your colleagues, why don't you say it out to us? And also do you think it's fair to us when you told your colleagues about our problems? Do you even expect them to be able to help you? Just by pulling some pranks?
And you compare Archz's attitude to yours. He didn't want to join us because he is short of money till payday. Although I do pay for pool but have you ever thought about additional food and transport? And for your information, when I was still in Funan, he would come up on his own and wait for me to go home together when I couldn't leave. I ask you on what grounds you are comparing him with?
Huxley asked me to talk to you but you gave me no choice. Don't say you have no problems with him because you are already finding one. I just hope you will realise what you have done.
Posted by Kairyu at 2:32 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
The Call For Fatal Attraction
I know we had it all sorted out but I feel I want to clear up some facts and summarize what we shared.
You definitely can choose who you want to go out with and do whatever you want. But when we tried to ask you out, you had to choose sides. You chose the fun side. And it becomes a norm which seems like you are avoiding us. You did still go out with us due to the reasons that our rest days are the same or there's nothing on on the fun side. No matter how you see it, it's a fact you did abandon us which to us it means we are no longer important to you in a sense.
It becomes clear that the misunderstandings we had is due to that you chose sides. And it appears that you favor the fun side due to the reason you are sick of going out with us. Frankly speaking, it doesn't sound pleasant to know that that was the reason. You said there are differences between the things we and they do but playing pool is a common activity we all do yet you chose the fun side. You never took the initiative to join us or try to invite us.
Is it a problem that I find you for dinner? Is it another when I visit you at the shop or booth? Why can't I?
You admitted there are changes in you and know there are things that you shouldn't say or do. How are you going to prevent similar issues to happen again? You suggested gathering both sides but if you have to choose sides again, which will you choose? It's definitely a dilemma which that's why I have always reminded you not to get too close to them initially. If you want to salvage our friendship, it's time to do and say something rather than just realizing your mistakes.
A song for you...Don't lose your friends in a moment of folly...
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
Posted by Kairyu at 11:33 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
29th Wish
Things weren't so bad after all...although it didn't go as planned. In the end, they had their own plan. So, we didn't go to sing which luckily to me, I had a bad sore throat due to cough. And we almost didn't go to the restaurant we suggested going. -_-"
Well, I ended up meeting them at 3pm at City Hall which I was deliberately cut off from them as they needed to go to my shop to get my birthday present. Then I was told they wanted to watch a movie sans Archz as he said he didn't like the movie. So we ended up watching Race to the Witch Mountain which to me, it's a nice movie. While waiting for the movie to start, we went playing pool. A personal reminder not to patrol the pool station at Marina Square. It's freaking expensive and their balls and cues are molding. Even the tables are stained.
After the movie, we took a lazy walk around while waiting for Archz to arrive. We ended up still eating at Yuki no Yaki after so much protest from zX and Huxley(which they had fun cooking their food later...) We ended up with excess food which they tried their best to hide them. Then it's home sweet home with a dose of zombie fun. LOL
While at home, I had the usual surprise from my sister. She got me a chocolate cake instead of the usual mango cake this year. Then I was playing and eating at the same time.
Thanks Zhengxian, Sihao and Huxley for their mouse although I had so much hinted a long time back but it still indeed came as a surprise though as I never expected a Lachesis. Thanks Yao Long for being the 1st person to greet me Happy Birthday. Thanks for all the greetings at the forums. I'm looking forward till next year's...haha...haiz....
Posted by Kairyu at 9:31 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Two Nine
Seriously, looking at the figure kinda freaks me out. It's like a while ago I was in my twenties then now I'm one step closer to another. I am indeed getting old. Well, half of my life is over.
Thinking back, I done crazy things, disappointed people, made my parents and friends worried about me. But I believe it's a parcel of life. Life experience gained through trials and mistakes. And I will share it to my friends around me. I really can't imagine what could happen in the future. A prediction has told that the world will end at 2012. Will we able to exceed that?
Today, things are rather odd to me in some aspects. I'm not sure if I'm imagining things but somehow I felt there's something going on between those 3. Maybe a birthday surprise? Or a misunderstanding about to happen? I really hope it's not the latter or else I cry myself to death. Well, I did shed a few unknowingly thinking of the events that happen recently. Somehow, gaining confidence may lead to arrogance and ignorance. I hope he knows what's he doing.
Well, I gonna meet up with those 3 in a while. I hope my wish may come true.
Posted by Kairyu at 1:41 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
One More To The 3
Actually I wanted to say about something but seeing the date comes closer, I decided to have a happy entry for today.
Typically, I have a wishlist. Very simple. I want to have more money. LOL. Okay, now a bit more down to earth...erm...I want a Macbook Pro to replace the old one, a Sony PS3 for playing Bluray discs, a good camera for taking photos, someone to sponsor me a trip to Japan, buy me an apartment flat and a fairy who can turn my fats to muscle. Well, I did took quite a while to think what nonsense I can think of but being me, I just wish all things go well around me and my friends. Hey, I'm no longer young...have to think more realistic. HA~
To end it off, I still want to let off some steam... What's wrong about friends visiting you when you are working? No one minded when you visited me. I really don't get it...
Posted by Kairyu at 1:19 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
A Change Of Hands
Times are bad...really so bad that it's suffocating. I just hope things will turn for the better but really he's getting on my nerves. Call it favoritism or maybe homosexuality...those two look disgusting together. May they'll be happily ever after. -_-"
Well...not really want to start this entry negatively but I am human after all. Okay, the guys are almost done with their holidays and preparing for enrollment to their polytechnics. It's a shame that zX didn't manage to get into IT in NYP but at least he's in IT in RP. Archz needs a lot of luck to be able to go into RP or else he should really retake his O levels. Definitely, it will be a new start for them and there are many surprises in store for them. LOL.
I should be starting to commence my plan since somehow I am forced to. Well, it's kinda of an opportunity or even an excuse since I've been kinda slacking. But I really hope things will go well. Well, I should have realised it much younger. At least, I could have enjoyed myself more. But then, I'm really interested to look at that person's prowess. Well, I have one year to pull it off.
I find myself losing concentration easily recently like I've been trying to finish watching one episode of Hitman Reborn and the next time I know...I hear my alarm clock. Yup, I dozed off while watching. ^^:
Posted by Kairyu at 2:42 AM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
What Goes Around, Comes Around
Recently, I kinda had a small discussion with Archz about how we felt about being alive. Well, he believes that his existence is trivial and wish that his life can be over soon. As for me, I am afraid of death. But it's not the process itself but the thought of leaving those I love behind saddens me. It kinda explain the characteristics of me and Archz as in I care about my friends while Archz is unassured about himself.
There's a reason why we are born in this world. For me, I am the only son after 2 daughters. We may lead different lives but we do have roles for this world. In an extreme perspective, even if you are a psychopath or a murderer, that's what you are born to be. Imagine if the world is perfect without war and conflict. Imagine if you have all the good karma in life. There's a reason why there are always 2 sides to everything, it will make life balanced. The people we meet during our short lives are predestined. Some will say they don't believe in fate but to me, if I never lead my current life, I wouldn't have met those people I know now. Like I always say, cherish those you know and live life to the best. Think what you can do rather than what you want to do.
I notice the weakness of people nowadays is that we expect people to do something for us or make the first step. Then when no one does anything, people start blaming each other or misunderstanding each other. So I just want to say this, if you want people to suit you, please think if you have done anything to suit them first. What goes around, comes around.
Well, the new song in the blog is the ending theme for Gundam 00 2nd Season. A new song by Yuna Ito who sang Endless Story for the Japanese movie Nana. I love my friends so this song kinda speaks of my feelings towards them, especially him. LOL. I'm not going to print the lengthy lyrics so I gonna link it. Enjoy! ^^
Trust You lyrics...
Posted by Kairyu at 11:20 PM
