Sunday, May 31, 2009
Terminated Again
Well, there was so much hype about the game and the movie back then. First, the game came and...sadly it was disappointing. So with an unexcited feeling, the guys and me went to watch Terminator Salvation. And...yeah...the show's as disappointing as the game too.
Okay, many had seen the trailers and yes, there's so much boom and robots. But I guess brain juice has run dry somehow. Firstly, the good Terminator, Marcus Wright, is made up of living human organs and of course a metal exoskeleton then covered by flesh and blood. How can living organs survive inside a metallic condition? Finally, a heart transplant without checking of compatibility?
Throughout the show, Marcus keep saying about getting a 2nd chance. I am wondering...when's mine? I will never give up. ^^
The guys are already making plans for the school outing and I think I need to get my hair done soon. By the way, someone's hair is getting way too long...
Posted by Kairyu at 1:28 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Distant Worlds Final Fantasy
I went to the Esplanade with Andy this afternoon to catch the event. It was a craze from a start...tickets for all shows were snatched up hours after upon release. The reason? It's a pure Final Fantasy concert and Nobuo Uematsu will be attending.
I actually dropped by Play! concert last year and I would say Distant Worlds is way much better. Although it's being pulled off by the Singapore Festival Orchestra but it still has some decency. And for the encore, One Winged Angel with a twist. Nobuo Uematsu actually felt like singing so he joined the choir at the back to sing along. Then it was a long wait for his autograph which I didn't get in the end as he only could be available for 20 minutes. We got ourselves the album too. Felt that the album way much better than the performance I was at. LOL.
Well, when 'Dear Friends' was being played, my heart sunk. It kinda responded with my feelings. A good job on that piece. And not to mention 'Swing de Chocobo', the classic Chocobo theme with a twist. For the fun part, they were playing chocobo videos from all previous Final Fantasy games and the chocobos were dancing along to the piece. ^^
So much things happened recently and it had taken a toll on my body. My hearing is distorted. Everything I hear is mechanical. Hope it's just stress and it will go away soon. Or am I dying? ><
Posted by Kairyu at 12:00 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Time Will Heal Everything
I suppose it's as my friend said. Everyone need time to cool down and think things over. Let nature takes its course.
Thanks for my friends who understand and support me, I can't be selfish to them thus I am still breathing. The wound is healing, so there's nothing to worry about.
After all, all I want is to apologise.
Posted by Kairyu at 10:32 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Dizzy
I don't know why...but I feeling very lost here. I am feeling sick too...too much things happen in one go. I no longer have any idea what to do...maybe it's time for me to...
Posted by Kairyu at 11:25 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
To Her In The Sky
First but not the least, I wish all mothers a Happy Mother's Day. If you can read the header, I supposed you all know what it meant.
Actually, it's been a long time since she passed away. But every time on this day, I miss her a lot. I missed her fingers running through my hair and playing with it. And I would ask her to stop because she kinda pulled them a bit. LOL. I missed the times when I helped out washing my primary school canteen with her when she was working part-time there. Well, my family was pretty much afflicted with my primary school some how. There's so much to miss about her but there's something I can never get a chance again. That is to say goodbye to her. We were not there when she left...
She would always nag at me telling me not to waste money on unwanted stuffs and cherish those things around you. She didn't stop me from going out with my friends back then even though my sister protested fearing I might get into bad company. She said to me that it's up to me to decide whether to trust my friends for they will be my support when my parents are not around. These were big words for a young kid back then.
Well, it's kinda of a ritual for me to cry every time I think of her. Somehow, I feel like finding her now. I want to tell her how helpless I feel now. LOL. She will definitely slap me back into reality for sure.
Finally, to my mom up there, Happy Mother's Day 2009. (T.T)//
Posted by Kairyu at 9:08 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
The Heat Is On
Anyone feeling warm lately? I'm having uncomfortable sleeping due to both emotional and physical stress. Too bad that I don't have an aircon like others. Then there's this swine flu going around and I felt myself feverish at times. But it's not that serious...but then sometimes I hope I might as well get it and die. LOL.
A funny thing happened today. I bought Toto and I got these numbers. 2, 17, 27, 28, 29, 30 and 31. Pretty numbers right? In the end, I requested for another series as it's impossible to win anything.
I've trying to get myself cheerful nowadays. I tried asking them if they wanted to watch a movie and eat for free but seems that they are busy or something... I am still waiting for you. I remembered all the things we shared and did together. Please forgive me.
Posted by Kairyu at 11:04 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
I Finally Did A Survey...
Couldn't get to sleep and I happened to see this on Archz's blog. Seems like a lot of people done this so I just carried on. ^^
TEN ARE YOUS
- Are you single?: Yes.
- Are you happy?: Not recently.
- Are you bored?: Right now? Of course.
- Are you fair?: Definitely.
- Are you Italian?: Nope.
- Are you intelligent?: Well if I am, I wouldn't be in this state now...
- Are you honest?: 99.99% of the time.
- Are you nice?: Of course.
- Are you Irish?: Nope.
- Are you Asian?: Proud to be one.
TEN FACTS
- Full Name: Esmund Ng Chong Beng/Huang Zhongming
- Nicknames: Ace/Kairyu/Nomeca
- Birth place: K.K. Hospital
- Hair colour: Copper/Black
- Natural Hair Style: Lazy Right
- Birthday: 18th March 1980
- Age : 29 (Yes..old man...)
- Mood: Always trying to be happy...
- Favourite colour: White , Blue.
- One place you'd like to visit: Japan of course.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
- Have you ever been in love?: Yes.
- Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes.
- Do you currently have a crush?: Sadly...nope.
- Have you ever broken anyone's heart?: Don't think so...maybe?
- Have you ever been hurt emotionally?: Yup.
- Have you ever had your heart broken?: Yup x2.
- Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them? : Yup x3.
- Are you afraid of commitment? : Nope.
- Who was the last person you hugged?: Never did...although I wanted to.
- Who was the last person you said I Love You to?: Elder sister...a lot time ago LOL
TEN THIS OR THATS
- Love or lust?: Love.
- Hard liquor or beer?: Hard liquor...I don't really like the taste of beer.
- Cats or dogs?: 60% Cats, 40% Dogs.
- A few best friends or any regular friends?: A few best friends.
- Creamy or Crunchy?: Creamy.
- Pen or Pencil?: Pencil.
- Wild night out or romantic night in?: Romantic...I can't imagine how wild I can be...
- Money or happiness?: Happiness of course.
- Night or day?: Day.
- IM or phone?: Both.
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
- Been caught sneaking out?: Yes...still don't know how did it happen...LOL
- Seen a polar bear? On TV and the Zoo.
- Done something you regret?: Yes, right now.
- Bungee jumped?: Will like to but nope.
- Eaten food that fell on the floor?: Sometimes...don't waste food. LOL
- Finished an entire jaw breaker?: Nope.
- Been caught naked?: Er...unless I went bonkers.
- Wanted an ex bf/gf back?: Nope...
- Cried because you lost a pet?: Did...rest in peace White.
- Wanted to disappear?: Yes...and things return to normal as if I was never born.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
- Smile or eyes?: Smile.
- Light or dark hair?: Light.
- Hugs or Kisses?: Like both.
- Shorter or taller?: No preference.
- Intelligence or attraction?: Intelligence...the heart matters.
- Converse or Adidas?: Converse.
- Funny or serious?: Funny...because I look kinda serious at times.
- Older or Younger?: Younger.
- Outgoing or quiet?: Outgoing.
- Sweet or Bad?: Sweet...of course.
TEN HAVE YOUS
- Ever performed in front of a large crowd?: Yes...no stage fright here.
- Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?: Yes...done that with Zhengxian a long while back.
- Ever tried walking on your hands?: Yup...with someone carrying my legs...
- Ever been to a rock concert? Nope.
- Ever been on a cheerleading team? Yes...Bowenian Spirits!!!
- Ever been on a dance team?: Nope but will like to.
- Ever been on a sports team?: Nope.
- Ever been in a drama play/production?: Nope but does watching count?
- Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?: Nope...not my type.
- Ever been in a rap video?: Haha...nope.
TEN LASTS
- Last phone call you made?: Sihao.
- Last person you hugged?: Jia Nian...a friendship hug. ^^
- Last person you hung out with?: Sihao and Chris Voon.
- Last time you worked?: 8 hours back. Working adult here LOL.
- Last person you talked to?: Sihao.
- Last person you IM'd to ?: Nicholas.
- Last person you texted?: William Ten Kelvin.
- Last person(s) you went to the movies with?: Chris Voon aka CaReBeAr and Sihao.
- Last person/thing you missed?: Japan!!!
- Last website visited?: www.anime-espada.com
TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS SURVEY
1.Joel
2.Malcolm
3.Mun Chiew
4.Daniel
5.Valentine
6.Kane
7.Sion Kimura Shintaro
8.Richard
9.Sheylara
10.Clarence
1. Who own you heart?
No one?
2. What did you last get upset about?
For doing something stupid to a friend...
3. Who's your 5th sent message recipient?
William Ten Kelvin.
4. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Actually 3 persons...Huxley, Sihao and Zhengxian on my birthday.
5. Who was the last person you sat next to?
Sihao on the way back home.
6. Who was the last person you ate with?
Sihao and Chris Voon at Xin Cafe.
7. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Should be Coke...or Pepsi...
8. Where is the place you want to be right now?
Heaven...just joking...I want to visit Japan again.
9. When was the last time you cried?
Not too long ago...
10. What's your favourite song at the moment?
To The One I Love.
11. What were you doing at 11 last night?
Watching K-ON!
12. Who's near you?
Too much to name or rather don't know who to name.
13. What's bothering you right now?
Hoping he will forgive me...
14. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
Sihao 'cos I got lost...LOL
15. Whose house did you go to last?
Huxley's to build his computer.
16. Who broke your heart?
Well, she didn't. But she almost broke my head. LOL
17. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
Well, a gal in the past...now it's just a memory.
18. Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
A gal back in secondary school...name forgotten...
19. Who was the first person to text you today?
William Ten Kelvin asking about a cheap mouse...
20. Who was your last missed call on your cellphone?
Sihao...to make me call back...
21. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
My sister...?
22. Is there anything you want to say to someone special?
I'm really sorry. Please forgive me.
Posted by Kairyu at 3:34 AM
