Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Kiss Me Goodbye
The most beautiful song in Final Fantasy history. Dedicated to you, my friend...
anata wa mayotte itemo
When you’re wandering aboutDOA wa aite iru yo
Open up the doorfutari no sekai dake dewa
Our world indeedmitasarenai no deshou?
Doesn’t satisfy you, does it?hane wo ageru kara shinjite tobeba ii
If you spread your wings and believe you can flyKiss me goodbye, love’s memoryanata wo ushinattemo
I may have lost youai shita kioku ga tsuyosa ni kawaru kara
The memories of love have made me strongtashika na mono wo sagashite
You’re searching for certaintydaremo ga koi suru ga
The thing that everybody lovesyuruganai ai wa jibun no naka ni wa aru
An unwavering love is always within yourselfKiss me good-bye sayounara
Kiss me good-bye, farewellatarashii watashi ni kawaru
I’ve changed into a new meKiss me goodbye...Kiss me goodbye, love’s memoryatarashii futari ni kawaru nara
If only we could change into a new coupleKiss me goodbye nakanai
Kiss me goodbye, I won’t cryanata wo ai seta kara
Because you can be loved againanata wo ai seta kara
Because you can be loved again
Posted by Kairyu at 10:51 PM
Guilty As Charged
Wow...what a facial expression he made when he saw me at the Ang Mo Kio bus stop. Totally ashamed. Guilty look on his face.
Well, up to him to believe if it happened...anyway he's already detached from reality.
Posted by Kairyu at 10:47 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Blocked To Nowhere
Seriously, I really question the intelligence of some people and in this case, the management from LTA. Well, I was caught in a massive jam yesterday morning and I was thinking what could have happened that caused it. I was even thinking of chained accidents and I was so speechless when I realised what happened.
Well, there were people doing plant pruning on the right lane of the CTE causing the 3 lane road to be shortened into a 2 lane. The funny part? They blocked off the lane with cones covering from the point they finished pruning to where they were still pruning and stretched all the way to the concrete bridge...where there were
NO trees or plants at all. And they had to do it at the peak morning season. Bravo to the management! Stupidity at its best!
They could have shortened the waiting time to pass through the jam by reducing their work area as soon as possible and not to mention places that didn't need to be blocked. Whoever planned that arrangement must have an inconsiderate and exaggerated thinking. Thinking too much on a detail leads to nowhere but self humiliation.
By the way, thanks to the nice guy who helped me secure a ticket for my new broadband account. I signed up for M1 Fixed Broadband 30Mbps plan on the last day of Comex. I know it's crazy to pick it up but it's really very valued for money. Ha! Guess I'll be climbing Bukit Timah like a flash! =)
Posted by Kairyu at 6:57 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Have You Thought Of It?
Hmm...an interesting topic just popped up a while ago and I discussed it with a friend of mine. Well, he said to me that he missed the chance to go for a private course he wanted to study and he regretted not sending the application form back then. Then I told him that it was his laziness that got over him which made him missed the deadline for the application. He tends to keep things in waiting and forgets about them later...
Okay, when someone says he/she regrets doing something...does it mean that he/she regretted about the action or the reason of the action? I believe most would say action because commonly people regrets doing things like regretting not to study well or not to chase after someone. Then again, there are people who say they regretted and yet made same mistakes over and over...so did they really regretted? I would say procrastination will be a better explanation. Because they never considered to figure out or accept the reason(s) behind.
Well, today I learned about a sad news. Well, "sad" may be exaggerating as we both agreed it will be the best for him. For him to be under such dire circumstances, I can say he's indeed a brave one. He is simply much matured than anyone that's of his age. I'm glad that he is always there although it's only for a short time. Hope you find true happiness and freedom out there. Time beckons you to make decisions. =)
And one more thing before I end, there's nothing to hide in here...
Posted by Kairyu at 11:45 PM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Food For Thought Again
I jolly know what happen between us and the chances he has given to me and how many times I tried to apologise. But I
DON'T make up facts just to justify myself and put you all into dismay. I speak the truth so I don't know what you all have been hearing so far.
Yes, you may feel that I was concerned about my money because this misunderstanding all started with my money. But I won't repeat myself here...what I have done for you all came from my own will and heart...you all know deeply in your hearts. Just like I remembered the good times we shared together. And for sure, I know you all don't treat me like a sugar daddy. =)
And about the last time we meet...Transformers 2 and New York New York...what went wrong back then? I complied with what you told me over the phone...don't talk unnecessarily things to him. Monetary issues again? I paid for my ticket and my meal so I don't know why there was a shortage back then. Or you all expecting me to cover all expenses?
And for you, to use another name to escape from everything, can you face me? Frankly speaking, it was a trivial matter after all. Why must it be this way?
Posted by Kairyu at 7:36 PM
Food For Thought
Hope you will also see it too.
1) Was I given a 3rd chance?
2) Who really do not let the matter to rest after so long?
3) We do not just known each other recently, so am I really that petty to you?
4) You tried your best but who's the one who don't want to bulge?
5) Are those I said really made up by me or it's the truth?
6) I've done apologising and making up but who refuses to accept?
7) You told me that you felt their actions were childish. Right?
8) I also want to go back to square one and make things right but am I given a chance to?
Posted by Kairyu at 2:34 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Orthros
First and not least, I made a small error in the last entry. I will be still waiting for sure.
Well, if anyone is good with Greek mythology, Orthros is actually a two headed dog alike its elder sibling Cerberus. I'm watching a Japanese drama called Orthros No Inu which has an interesting plot to me. The story is basically about two men who possess supernatural powers. Shinji has the Hand of the God which he can heal or cure all diseases and injuries by just touching the person with his bare hands while Ryosuke has the Hand of the Devil which he can kill a person by just touching with his bare hands. But the personalities of the two men contradict their powers. Shinji is actually an introvert with a dark past who manipulates people to achieve what he wants while Ryosuke is a kind person who often goes out of his league to help others. People who learns about their powers fear them but yet some of them wish to keep their powers for their own uses thus the dark side of humanity is prominent in this show. Their powers cause the balance of life to be overthrown.
Of course, there is a female character in this show as usual. Nagisa saw Ryosuke's power when Ryosuke saved her from being shot by killing her assaulter. But Ryosuke was never charged as there was no evidence to prove he can kill by touching. He's often easily influenced and manipulated by people especially Shinji to do things he didn't want to. Shinji may seem heartless at times but he do show compassion at times like offering to cure Nagisa's daughter of her asthma and curing a pop idol of her throat cancer after hearing her background. Nagisa is often put into situations where she has to make a decisive action to protect everyone and put Shinji back behind bars. Well, Shinji was sentenced to death after supposedly killing off three friends without healing them when he could.
Well, the show's still ongoing at this moment so I guess the plot will get much more interesting. It is indeed a good show as it portrays human emotions and nature whereas humanity is put to the test.
Posted by Kairyu at 2:57 AM