Sunday, April 10, 2005
Turbulence
Today's a pretty upsetting day for me. Other than the unwanted dispute going on, I was faced with the event I dread annually. Well, Qing Ming is here. Time to visit mom.
Time really passes. So fast that I thought I saw her pass away yesterday. It has been 6 years since I swore never to step into the General Hospital. Every year, I never fail to end up drowning myself in tears.
In the past, I took her for granted and demanded freedom which the other children were entitled. I actually thought of her being an unreasonable figure in the family.
Why can I join them for basketball? Why can't I go out and play? Why...why... These thoughts were on my mind then. Being the only son, she have to protect me from the dangers of the outside world.
Seriously, I feel pretty messed up now. I hope I will be fine the next day.
Labels: Life
Posted by Kairyu at 8:52 PM
