Friday, July 15, 2005
Wing-less Journey
Suddenly I have an urge to disappear. Well not erasing my existence but what if I have the urge to leave everyone and everything. My job, my family, my friends, my commitments and everything I own. To be in a new land where no one knows me. To meet new people and friends. To be in total freedom. To be the real me.
I always have the urge to run if I see a long and endless road. The thrill to see where does the route leads me to. I also like the sea breezes or even wind itself not just because it's cooling but I always envies wind. The freedom to be go anywhere it likes. I sometimes wishes it will also take me along on its endless journey.
On the other hand, I'm burdened by the fact I love and cherish everyone and everything. To really be indifferent is an impossible task to me. It's really like a bird in a cage. It was brought up with the love and care of its master but it desires freedom. Even if it escapes, it will still know the way back home as it's the safest place to be.
Well, don't get excited over this entry. Blogging at this hour could mean something somewhere is not working properly. But then, freedom will eventually come. That day will come...
Added on 16/07/2005: Well it's really freaky but my blog did disappear for a while. Luckily, I managed to get it back.Labels: Thoughts
Posted by Kairyu at 4:54 AM
