Sunday, October 28, 2007
Brotherhood
Well, I know it's not a norm for me to have a new entry after the one 2 days back. But still, I will keep the blog updated somehow. Maybe a new skin soon....clue word...maybe. LOL.
Just had a long chat with a young guy who I only know for months. Yet somehow, it feels like I know him for a long while. Of course, it's nostalgic. He's somehow like me in the past. Character wise. Being uncertain in many things like friendship. I mentioned before in my blog that I used to be a quiet and shy person. Due to my family upbringing, I didn't get much freedom most kid enjoyed. I was pretty alienated in school. It was such a lonely and miserable feeling that once I hoped I was gone from this Earth. It was till my last few years in primary school that special person appeared. Well, he didn't only touch me but others too. It was then I knew the meaning of having friends.
Then secondary life came and I was back to square one. For a short while though. I wasn't what I used to be. I opened up and approached people. But we did have problems communicating though. We had different interests and different topics to talk about. In the end, only a handful understands me. Well, I'm still a man with a few words but they accepted who I am. I'm contented to have them as my friends. I also accepted who I am. To me, it only matters who I am with and not how many people I can be with. As the saying goes, life is unpredictable. Treasure what you have while you still can.
Being the only son, I don't enjoy my younger years compared to those with siblings. I have an elder sister who's much of a motherly figure to me. Seeing my nephews playing and wrestling with other made me envy.
How I wish I have a younger brother to play with or an older brother to talk to... That explains why I'm also comfortable to young people. I want to be someone that they can talk to while I can also tease and wrestle with them. I look upon them as my younger brothers. Call me a pedophile if you want to. LOL.
Well, my friends are like brothers to me too. Didn't expect a talk with him will generate so much feelings. But still, stay true to yourself and don't be afraid to fail. It makes you
STRONGER. ^^
Labels: Life
Posted by Kairyu at 3:41 AM
