Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Protect? Possess?
Am I being too possessive? Or am I just being too protective?
To be honest, I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate myself for not doing my exams well. Twice. I regret what I had done to my life. How I wish I can travel back in time and undo those stupid actions. Living on regrets may make people stronger but they are indeed bad memories. Memories I would rather not have. At all.
That is why I keep reminding those around me to think twice and consider well before making any decisions. Urge those juniors to study well and not follow my footsteps. Pay caution to people you might learn outside or at work. Learn to say no to things that don't benefit you at all. Most importantly, be rational and know there are people that care about you.
I can't deny people might feel I'm trying to control their lives or making choices for them. But frankly, I'm just reminding out of goodwill and concern. I'm the type that if my friends are walking into a mine field, I will warn them. You can ultimately make your choices and decisions. But I hope you make the best ones. I'm a living example of regret and I don't want those I know to follow suit. This world has too much regret to begin with...
I would like to thank Huxley for your compliment about my English. Yes, I'm from ITE. For the record, you are the 1st person that complimented about it. (^^,)>>
Posted by Kairyu at 9:38 PM
