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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Who Can You Trust

Someone asked me what I regretted doing in my life after reading my previous entry. Well, no one will love to wash their dirty linen in public but I'm just going to mention just one of them. I hope someone will understand too.

There's a slang people say about having tea with police. I had tea with them once. Once was enough. Well, I didn't go clubbing till I was 18. I was working part-time during that time and I lost my wallet too. I had a replacement letter. My colleague invited us to join them to enjoy the music and being curious that time, I decided to follow him. We went Zouk. I couldn't get in as they couldn't accept my letter as proof. I decided to go home but my colleague told me to try to smuggle myself in a crowd getting in. Being foolish, I tried. It failed of course and I was arrested. My parents had to come to pick me up after Zouk decided not to pursue the matter. After returning to work the next day, I got the greatest humilation I got in my life. The very colleague who came up with all the ideas said I was just plainly 'suay' and was laughing at my ordeal. I quitted the next day.

Therefore I draw a clear line between colleagues and friends. I will look out for myself and not allow my colleagues to affect my decision. Colleagues are not obliged to help you unlike friends. I cherish my friendships more than anything.

Posted by Kairyu at 1:48 PM