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Monday, March 30, 2009

What's Wrong Up There!?

I guess so you will take a peek here to see what I am going to write about. And I hope you are able to make some sense after reading because I really feel there's something wrong with you.

I gonna repeat what I told you. Ever since our talk, I asked no further questions about where you are and who you are with. And to be actual, we didn't ask each other out for dinner or pool unless you-know-who comes. And when I got transferred to your place, I hope you remember what happened during these 4 days.

On Wednesday, I didn't ask you where you were during morning instead you texted me asking if I was going over to your workplace that day. Then you asked where I was. Finally, you asked me out to buy lunch at 1pm. I passed your shop a couple of times to have small talks with you. After work, we went to eat fried wanton mee with Huxley and played pool. We had ice-cream too. Then we took a cab home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.

Thursday, met on the morning train. I texted you whether to meet for lunch at 1pm and you agreed. Passed by your shop to have small talks. After work, we had McDonalds and chatted for a while. Home Sweet Home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.

Friday, didn't meet on the morning train. I came down to find you for lunch at 1pm and you said I was right on time. Passed by your shop to have small talks. After waiting for you for 30mins due to last minute customers, we went to the market to have carrot cake. Your colleagues were going to drink and you were not invited. Home Sweet Home. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope.

Saturday, didn't meet on morning train. Came down to find you for lunch and you said you bought. Later you texted me saying you having company dinner so not meeting for dinner. Passed by your shop and Valentino spoke to me. Passed by your shop and you ignored me by talking to your colleagues. Asked you if there weren't any customers and you just shrugged your shoulders. After being delayed for a while due to incorrect settlement in my shop after work, I bumped into you on the 3rd floor. You said you told me that you were having company dinner and I said I was on my way down. I left alone. Traces of me 'controlling' you? Nope. Traces of you behaving abnormally? Yes.

As for today, you know what the hell happened. It's pretty unreasonable for me to get such an attitude as I did nothing wrong. If you are facing pressure from your colleagues, why don't you say it out to us? And also do you think it's fair to us when you told your colleagues about our problems? Do you even expect them to be able to help you? Just by pulling some pranks?

And you compare Archz's attitude to yours. He didn't want to join us because he is short of money till payday. Although I do pay for pool but have you ever thought about additional food and transport? And for your information, when I was still in Funan, he would come up on his own and wait for me to go home together when I couldn't leave. I ask you on what grounds you are comparing him with?

Huxley asked me to talk to you but you gave me no choice. Don't say you have no problems with him because you are already finding one. I just hope you will realise what you have done.

Posted by Kairyu at 2:32 AM