Sunday, May 10, 2009
To Her In The Sky
First but not the least, I wish all mothers a Happy Mother's Day. If you can read the header, I supposed you all know what it meant.
Actually, it's been a long time since she passed away. But every time on this day, I miss her a lot. I missed her fingers running through my hair and playing with it. And I would ask her to stop because she kinda pulled them a bit. LOL. I missed the times when I helped out washing my primary school canteen with her when she was working part-time there. Well, my family was pretty much afflicted with my primary school some how. There's so much to miss about her but there's something I can never get a chance again. That is to say goodbye to her. We were not there when she left...
She would always nag at me telling me not to waste money on unwanted stuffs and cherish those things around you. She didn't stop me from going out with my friends back then even though my sister protested fearing I might get into bad company. She said to me that it's up to me to decide whether to trust my friends for they will be my support when my parents are not around. These were big words for a young kid back then.
Well, it's kinda of a ritual for me to cry every time I think of her. Somehow, I feel like finding her now. I want to tell her how helpless I feel now. LOL. She will definitely slap me back into reality for sure.
Finally, to my mom up there, Happy Mother's Day 2009. (T.T)//
Posted by Kairyu at 9:08 PM
