Friday, August 7, 2009
Have You Seen My Smiles?
Actually, I got the idea for the title from MJ's Childhood. The first verse of the song,
Well, today, someone asked me why am I not smiling. I was really puzzled as I did smiled a couple of times today. Or he could have missed them. Then again, I did felt I don't smile much lately. In actual fact, I've not been smiling much for a long while. When was the last time I really enjoyed myself and smiled?
Things are what they are now. I really feel I'm living a life of a zombie sometimes. Just waiting for that day to be alive once more. It takes two hands to clap though. I overheard someone saying this one day that in life, it doesn't matter what had happened but what you had or could have done. I have done what I can do but I guess that isn't enough...somehow.
Actually, I also feel I've not been laughing much too. Life's kinda dull to me...fading to black. Who will shine that torch for me in the end...?
Posted by Kairyu at 12:04 AM
