Thursday, October 29, 2009
What A Nice Note
Actually, Christian asked me to do it a long time back but I was really thinking who I shall include inside so here goes nothing...
Ten things you wish to say to ten different persons. No names.
1. I can never forget how we got together. A disposable camera. I really enjoy your company since we were young and the times I spent at your house playing your computer or my games. We are connected by our hearts which is why we can feel each other's prescences from far. My reason for being able to smile and laugh during those times is all because of you. I really regret not keeping you in contact even when we are a stone's throw away. You will always be my best friend. May you have a lovely child soon. ^^
2. I may have said these a thousand times but I really appreciate and thank you for supporting me and listening to me all the while. I know it's a hard time for you as well but you offered to spend your time listening to this old man. Just like you said, our friendship was simple but we turned it into something we will remember for life. I enjoyed every times we spent together...be it the libray or movies. I admire you for being strong even though you are faced with such injustice in your life. I appreciate everything you have done so far and even that small blue note. It may not be the best handwriting but I can see the hard work behind it. Our time together is short but I believe it will not be our last. Thank you and see you soon.
3. I have to thank you for being so tolerant to me all these while. I appreciate for still standing on my side even people and situations have changed. I enjoyed my oversea trip with you but I really hope you will learn to protect yourself. I look forward for more good times and hopefully, we will embark on another trip in the future.
4. Out of the trio, you are the most sensible and I'm sorry to disappoint you time after time. I know you had considered for the best and have done anything possible. I will never forget what you said to me that time that started our friendship. Our happy times, our secret location behind the bookshelf, that 7-11 Indian supervisor and her kid, the searches for the thieves and many more. You always put up a strong and happy front but we know inside you are always tearing. You of all people should know second chances don't come by easily so why don't you give yourself a second chance for her? I hope you are contented with the people around you now and I hope for the best for your exams.
5. I always say I can see through a person yet I admit that I can't see through you. But is it because I can't or you are not even showing up? You told me once before that you wanted people to understand and trust you but for them to do so, you have to do the same things you wanted them to do. You are always hiding and avoiding in a way that you will feel safe. You have to be honest and open about yourself. But still, I'm glad I was part of a pleasant memory for you and her. Although it was short-lived, I feel like it could have lasted or even given a second chance if you learn to accept changes and have more trust. I'm sorry to make you feel stressed during those times and I hope for the best for anything to come for you.
6. I think I will always treat you like a little brother of mine. I'm sorry we had to end in such a manner. You came to me when you needed help and I never rejected you. The late night chats, the 'adjustments', your drawings, her, the talk about gadgets, software and games. I always told you to have more courage in everything so you wouldn't have told me that you felt useless and even cried back then. You told me before that you may not understand why I showed concern over you unless you are in the same shoes as me. Now since you have another person's responsibility, have you learnt a little? I can't stop you from trusting whoever you want to but I hope you made a good choice. Wish the best for the both of you and her.
7. We have been through thick and thin and of course, enjoyed thrashing each other in games and everything. It's really amazing we have known each other for so long way before you were slim till now you have to go for RT. Haha! I still miss your mother's cooking and the times I spent at your places. Athough I may not understand why the trio of you have any bad blood with you-know-who but I still enjoy the company with you all. I shall look for many good times to come and I will definitely help you build the Ultimate PC!!! Just hope it don't blow up. LOL.
8. To me, you have the most amazing personality and family I ever know. I just hope you will learn to take care of yourself and be more practical on things. Being a pro gamer leads to temporary success and should not be treated as a form of revenue. But being with you is always fun. Your mother never fails to amaze me, be it personality or look. Your little sister gonna make it big if she anticipates the correct chance. Please learn to draw more naturally and not extract from any sources. I hope you will be a great game designer in the future.
9. The times we spent together are priceless. Although there were some conflicts in the middle but I'm glad we still trusted each other. I know you wanted to help me but I had to make you realise dreams will come true unless you work hard for it. I'm happy that you managed to escape from the great gold mine dream to be more practical and work hard to your current position. I'm happy that we shared the same interest to sing but seriously, singing with just both of us is kinda...gay. I'm only sad that I'm always not able to join you all for your trips but I know there will always be the next. We should plan one epic trip soon because it will mark a significant number in our life. Till then and may good times come.
10. You mark a significant position of my life and I know I will be lost without you one day. But trust me, I will brave through that and I will always remember what you told me ever. I'm glad I was part of your family and vice versa.
Nine things about myself.
1) Call me Ace. But don't call me ass or you will smell it.
2) I love being alone at times but I still need my friends.
3) I hate things that go pop. Don't ask why and don't try popping things or else it's your head that goes pop soon.
4) I take things easily and forgive easily. Why make life miserable when we only have 3 more years to live? Hint: 2012. LOL.
5) I would rather carry nothing except my past with me.
6) I think I was shot in the head in my previous life which explains my birthmark on my head.
7) I am trying very hard to keep fit. Really hard to keep fit....just that things always spoil my plans
8) It doesn't matter if you are my enemy or so. If you need help, I shall offer my hand and not my gun.
9) I always thinks of what happen when I die and that always irks me.
Eight ways to win my heart.
1) Appreciate me.
2) Patience.
3) Honesty.
4) Devotion.
5) Think before acting.
6) Always have respect.
7) Inspiration.
8) A kind heart
Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
1) PS3
2) Tomorrow
3) What to eat.
4) Money
5) Him
6) Him
7) How to play WoW.
Six things I do before I fall asleep.
1) Music
2) Chat with someone
3) Facebook
4) Watch some drama.
5) Stress relief
6) Him
Five people who mean a lot.
1) Sister
2) Jeng Jeng the Junk
3) Father
4) Him
5) Mr Encyclopedia
Four things you’re wearing right now.
1) T-shirt
2) Boxers
3) Gold ring
4) Nothing
Three bands/singers that you listen to currently.
1) Jonas Brothers
2) Utada Hikaru
3) Corrinne May
Two things you want to do before you die.
1) Travel the world.
2) Say farewell to my friends.
One confession.
1) I hope this is just a dream after all.
Posted by Kairyu at 12:14 AM
